AngelWicky: A little about my life Part 2

When you’re lying on the hard hospital bed, you hear a drip in fusion, clicking of heels on the shoes of doctors, beeping devices that monitor and you see those white walls and ceiling, you feel completely empty and you are crying. I was desperate. My family, school, friends, health, everything was very bad, I had nothing. Resignation, fear, pain. My tears flowed from my eyes. And suddenly I had a visa, a beautiful angel with blue eyes, long blond hair, white dress and a smile on his face. From him radiated warmth, peace, hope and happiness. He spoke to me a sweet calm voice. He talked about what I experienced what was happening with me and what I am going through. He talked about my gift, dedication and a dream. He talked about what I can achieve, if I have a strong and go for it what I want when I start to live again and live my heart. Had talked about dance, music, theater, photography and how I must not give up. He gave me new hope and strength to buck up and fight. The strength to stand up to everything and everyone

At the hospital, doctors got me out of the worst problems, and they they stabilized me. But several months later I was in danger of life, I arrived to the hospital for infusion, checks for ****s and I was still under observation. One day, when my doctor said that I need antibiotics again, I told her not. I no longer want to experience the carousel again. I do not want to be just the attempts of doctors and not want to wait and see what happens. Always helped me to homeopathy and herbs, so I started to even more interested in alternative types of healing and I bumped into Chinese medicine. Her help, I started to stabilize, treat and I was better. And I know it will be a long journey, but one day I will be able to live normally.

Also, I decided to run away from home and not to further hurt and manipulate them. I I started again from scratch in another city and utterly alone. I visited a lot of photo-modeling agencies and I began my work as a cover girl. And one day I came to the agency Bravo Models Media and everything c******. I saw a completely different approach, thinking, work style and options. I got a chance to pursue photography professionally, with all my heart. Build a new life, friends, career and be erotic star. Be happy, do things that satisfy me, to live fully, to blow off steam, to show everyone what is in me, what is my gift, my dream. Photography and exhibitionism is circulating in my blood, I have it engraved under the skin, it’s my life, I love it and will do everything it can to be the best! I want to surprise everyone, showed them what I can. I want to incise into the mind like a girl who fell into hell, which was herself, had nothing, but got up and went to the dream, which she fulfilled. I will be erotic star!